God, when you took her you took everything.

I understand why and all but it rip my heart out! Ill be honest God, I can't take much more of this, my mind is falling apart, it already was before, and I have not even got started with life hardly, I'm tired of it, I need a break, life is just pain and confusion! Chaos, I'm so uncomfortable.
People who read this do not take it badly, I find it better to vent outloud then to hide it inside