I tryed to stand, so maybe the world would understand what I am writing down, hope it gets around town, just trying be the man I ought to be a man of integrity not a flee hidden under a tree, I am free from the man I used to be , so hard cause some people don't see I poor my heart out for all to read, like a open book pouring out honesty even in the midst of my tragedy, doing my best to get it out of me, cause you see its eating me and maybe if I could get out of my mind, then I can be the true man he called me to be