in need of food ? worried of ending up wothout it ? but i got news for you ! cause there is a Man you only had 5 loaves of bread! and two fish. and he fead 5000 thousand people and still had more ! are you in a boat in the middle of a storm and feel like your drowning, and your doing everything you can but you can't seems to make it out of the storm, well good news i know a Man you can calm the storm!!

God has people come to him and all the did was touch his robe and the got healed !! he can heal you too!

so don't be worried for the King of the heavens and the earth ! has no weakness and he long's to take care of you so do yourself a favor smile :)

i gave a word at my house church last night about forgiving yourself. it is one thing to forgive another person but to forgive yourself is a new thing. how do you forgive yourself ? let God show you how you can be free from this, the enemy can use this as a tool, if have not forgivin yourself it can often lead to sin, do to reminding you of it.

in zachariah , satan was accusing jeshua, of... his sin. but this happen, i the Lord reject your accusations. i have taken away your sin, and now i am giving you these fine new clothes.

God is well aware of are faults, but he does not hold us to it for he has already paid the price, for are sins.

take prayer in seeking true forgiveness of yourself so you can fully recieve God's blessing

You see the drape that covers me when I wake? The fog that covers the windows so my eyes can't see? Or the thick walls that block my ears so the can not hear? And the tape that covers my mouth so that I can't speak? Lord rip the drape away the drape that = the worlds lies! Blow away the fog that keeps me from seeing your miracles the fog= sin. Take your fist of anger and smash the ...wall down that blocks my ears so that I may hear, the wall that = Confusion. Pull the tape from my mouth so I may speak truth! The tape= hate dishonest= false truth= pride= jealousy = pain= anger= bitterness. For Lord we know not of what we speak. We can be blinded, or we can not hear, be covered by lies, but truth is when it comes down to it what we say and speak is were true desruction comes from. Cleanse us of are mouth

grant me one last thought i don't need to be mocked by a world filled with no time to pay for it's crime. there is enough time to die, waiting to. thinking about you Father what should i do, the motive of truth driving me through the roof , i can find a simple side of my mind, 24/7 i am on the line, everything is leading me to be find, but what if i don't want to be, what if i know that thing's are going wrong, i don't want anymore fake smile's and honest lies, sick of all of the tear's that fall and people that crawl to there last breath, i confess i deserve it all i know i do, but why can't this be fixed.

you see me as me, and i can be so much more running into every door which way is ok will i live today ?  maybe i should just let it go all of it is confusing a pit of cruelness , are we suppose to just sit smile and wave i guess i gave it another day to say i just want another way, instead waiting for more pain to come i can't take this no more.  i break out just to be put back, relax i can't do that i have been for to long , i watched the person i care about leave from this place and i know the only guilt is of myself i try to put it on the shelf but there is no off button in this place run's through my head like a cd or a dvd, playing in me, seriously just take me, and shake me this world has already succeeded in breaking me so please just hear me out, God i have no doubt that your the one, who made the sun and the son, believe me i ain't gonna run, unless it is to get to you, i am just asking what do i do, its to much for me but not for you, i trust you i just don't trust me.

i am caught up in my thought's the pain the enemy has left me lame, like a video game, i need to change but it is all so strange, spent my life behind a door now i am trying to go out on the dance floor, and show the world a new me so the can see you in me and be free

the devil throws his plot to try to stop me from getting to the top, i am typing none stop, praying throughout this walk, give me a moment to talk i got a lot to say today the Lord has taken this weight off my back and gave me time to relax i am sitting back, laughing at my enemy , cause see the thought the had me but God was holding me so you see the fear him in me.

hear my words, i am not no saint, or some man of steel who deals with what is so real, nope just a man listening to God's plan don't you people understand God is giving me words right out of his hand, man he is good you can take what has kept you in the lake of lies and fake word's and deny it is just a failed attempt for devil to try.

look into my eye its ok to cry, people look at you like your behind, like it ain't gonna change but it is strange cause that don't give God time to exchange what is plane and make you a new name , open up and see i am not the same this ain't me or something from this place , its a truth the proof of God putting a roof over my head, keeping me safe as i lay in bed, his name has lead me to a steady place of grace so just sit back and enjoy the show cause we are just getting started