Need a drive , working hard and I don't even want money, so it seems pointless

 would die for my brother skyler so fast, it would be just as hard to loose him and as my mom, he my other half.

Like if there was 3 ways I could die, I would pick the worst just show it, no just kidding nobody would really do that I mean if you could pick the least definitely but you all get the point

I'm not abandoning my lustful sin for myself, but so that God may use me to set others free, and my 2nd biggest drive is for my future bride, when I find her she will see how faithful I will be, and nothing this world has layed out before me will keep me from that love that is for me

GOD my heart is a card I'll let you swipe my transactions, this lust is not satisfaction it's the Devils fake actions, use me cause this generation needs more people impacting I want to give up the recent actor so I can move on to what I should be acting, so send Satan packing I'm tired of his offers cause the are lacking bringing me nothing but lies which leads to sin stacking.

Change Me To the Truth So I Can Show Them The proof , if Need Be Blow Me Through The Roof Anything To Dig Deeper To You So I Can Get Away From What I Do Hold Me Close Make The Only Thing I Boast In, IS YOU

I'm trying really to change my thinking and not to be lustful, and something that pissis me off, is like today I go in the steam room at the gym, and what do you know a lady comes in with a white short skirt, without her legs closed at first, and stop let's think I wonder later what is gonna happen that skirt will get wet and see through, thank God I left before then, but this lady had a ring on! Is she really just that dumb founded, or what , this is what I hate I strive very hard to change and I want to but a huge amount of girls and women dress this way, and to add to it it's all over tv ,games, movies, books, you name it , this world needs deliverance from this so bad!!

Yhw si siht ecalp os hsrah, these words are put backward , faded views put us in trans way beyond awkward, where is the doctor need peace but I'm stuck in a locker, tick talk I need a walker my legs are no good , the enemy is a stalker constantly pushing me a bunch of mockers.

See God I needed you, hold up I still do, only reason. I breath is because you people just don't get it like you and I do, put me up on a stage I'll give a word that will set this world a blaze going through this horrible stage like being stuck in a cage so long when you finally get the key you feel like nothing is wrong so you just stay and miss that opportunity as the days fall away, I replay your message like a instant replay, Father I'm not always depressed just honest so let me confess take off this stress, I trust you I just lack in some parts but I need to go and quit sitting at the start enough is enough my heart is already broke, only thing now that could effect it is if it stoped, forget the clock I don't want the time , I want a blessing strate out of your line, I keep you close God and always will that's why when I speak to you I'm real, I don't haft to sugar coat this way I speak cause when I call on you I want to go deep, cause your love for me is so steep, so bring me to the peak hold me in your arms I'm feeling weak, take my thoughts burn Em up give me strength so I can live it up, I'm always keeping my mouth shut but the new me has opened up, I'm glad you made me this way and I don't want to go back and live any other way, I'm a child of you in the end it's all that matters I just pray to you I'll be someone to that person somewhere that matters, enough of the step ladders embrace me Father with your glory and blessings .

People can say what the want, and about taking time, but there not the ones a lone, honestly feeling a bit depressed, seem like being a good person sometimes leads to a dead end but I'll be over it in a day, just want somebody there to go with me to the gym everyday, to go hang out with to See me like nobody else can

People try to hit your weak spot, but once you get Em to the ring the get knocked out, don't let the enemy or someone get you down find there weakness fight back

Knock back the set back cause this life is on set that we must be dealt with like that, so put down the sorrow forget the hollow, time to swallow a life lived not to borrow, that the King lead us to follow , you can't buy tomorrow only can see it the through so stay true and he will bless you

People make it seem these days that you haft to have a degree to preach, but honestly go through the Bible and count how many men had one, I think this is a lack in our world ministry, every one has the right to speak and never know maybe it's a word God has for you

Slowly and most definitely we all bleed from the inside out, that smile that character we all hide inside a body we work so hard to define , some may call me a pillar and others may call me a weakness, I may fight another day or die to live in another way, my true motive is pure but only because he who allows it to be, God brought me from my darkness and shed my skin into light, took my pain and used it for love and to gain more people for his Kingdom.

Won't find many people like me matter of fact you'll find nobody like me I am my own person, I've got my reasons my doubts, my trials, my fate, my will, my savior, one thing I know is when I die this place will know it they will feel the hole that was once filled knowing a soldier in Christe has past on.

GOD only you truly understand me and my feelings, bare my burdens and struggle for I am far to weak to begin to go even just a week without you, give me a lions heart, so I may fulfill my dreams I want to meet the enemy face to face without a blink in my eye laugh at there very existence, and rejoice in there defeat, so Satan where does your power begin ? When I have Jesus within

I'm not afraid of my enemy , I am afraid of what those might commit in his footsteps .

Freedom is not to be free, it is to live fight and die for what you believe now that is freedom of choice.

Peace is always with us we must accept it not only when we want to but when we need to.

No one should hate another person over a disagreement , the should love Em according to the WORD.

If you see yourself weak then your correct, only through the savior can you be strong

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Lord I could just up right ask to be free from the sickness I have right now which is honestly exactly what I was plotting, but first I must state that I don't want only my self to be better but others out there who are sick and maybe even far worse I know so, so hear my prayer , and cast the enemy away and let us all be refreshed by tomorrow thank you Jesus amen.

Print the paper lay me down with constant labor, mock me it's all cool take me as a fool , give me your one way rule, think I'm a tool ok so what does that make you. Is it true that darkness inside of you perhaps a miss identification led by this lost nation, where is your moment of sensation , gone like the wind equal to sin, nothing more than a thin layer of a place you send your mind that keeps your trap with no doors to escape don't seal yourself in a false fate.

With God it's never to late , don't put a date on, The day he changes you just wate and your life will no longer seem like a debate instead a fulfillment and peace will blow all else out till it can't relate, just set your self on that state of mind and He will keep you content all the time

thanks everyone for the support now with 77, post on my blog and have reached 1340 views

Sad thing these days most people are fake, Christian or not , talk big but live little, believe but only for a bit, treat but only when treated, trust only when the been trusted, love only when the have been pleased, listen only when it fits there ears, place is falling apart where is the real people at?

We can't fix the hurt we caused in the past, even the stuff, we at the time had no maturity to see what we had actually caused , I'm sure that I have in my past and to the present day have damaged somebody somewhere, all we can do is be the best us today and do better in our future to see the things we failed to

Maybe I am picky but when life deals you bad hands you get choosy, sure I say my words loosly truth be my honesty is top notch subtly, this life is brutal so so these things feudal, go ahead and break me I already have been broke so that just built me, feel me, so next thing is my reckoning and the enemy is in front of me so it's there time for defeat

We are truth bounded , heart found , life speaking life changing, we've seen miracles we have been tested, seen people be crushed and have witness first hand what the enemy can do, trusted and loved by the King to deliver his word to those in need , bind together to save this generation we are his creation heaven bound, God's chosen people

So I installed my stereo, then tried to fix something and hooked the wire up wrong, so my dash lights went out, so I figure the bulbs blew so I took the entire dash out over 3 hours, replaced them all!! Just to find out it did not work.

Then on my way to subway a man on a bike was hauling butt behind me I thought what is up with him?? I came to a stop sign and he skid literally no lie, he sla...mmed his brakes skid in front off my truck, came to my Window with no breath hardly and said your tail lights are out ! I was like thanks so much !! I checked and sure enough! So I I said here handed him 10 bucks, he said really!! And I shook his hand, then he said I have weed want some and I said no thanks man !

After the I came home and told my dad what had happen so we went out and he messed around with the fuses, eventually we tried one last time under the hood in the box, we took out the fuse and put a fuse that was not being used in and sure enough everything turned right back on !!!

My truck is back to normal !! The bright side of this story the dash lights needed replaced anyway, I blessed somebody, and learn more then enough in 2 days

Blessed to be blessed , stress to confess this story will tell the rest, see its easy to look through the simple mind, people speaking into your life all the time, it will all be fine don't wine everything is gonna go God's way, problem is the are already there and while it's all jolly your sitting here wondering how your gonna make it smiling but your doing your best to fake it don't mistake for ...weakness this life is bleak and hard to seek cause theres a deck of cards and only one card is the hand that will set you free, dreaming of that husband you could be but you know your not and may not be ready soon, but your dying on the inside for it to come life is short what if it ends those dreams will be nothing but broken things , I'm for hire call me sire but nothing makes me as hot as this open fire, lier your words are fake buy them at the candy shop buy one get one lolly pop, knock knock who is there ....truth... come to to show you the clock... lock and load this road is gonna be the last thing you know, suffering has just begun not much you can do accept get (stung) so get a hold on Jesus he will make it right don't mean it won't be a fight you may end up in a hospital bed at night time , but you'll recover you have no choice be honest let these complete people hear your voice .

I effect the world in a different way I don't need the papers so put Em away or need this world to tell me what to say, find me in my mental sanctuary forget the enemy I already buried them in the ground now I don't even hear a sound, the gospel is where my heart is found , fill free to hit me at my lowest but to you that's my peak cause the faze you play is so weak give me 1 week I will lay down something for you to seek , was bound in chains now I'm sound in his name promise eternity , molded with wisdom, covered with insight, born to fight, now it's time to end the dark and all its wicked nights

Made this mostly from movie names

Stuck in a position where I am legend , the gladiator of this war of the worlds , set out with a burn notice but the passion of Christ has brought me to life so now I am courageous, God's taking me the whole nine yards, but the devil keeps trying to keep me at the green mile, psych, I've got a brave heart, going in for a mission impossible, feeling lost in space , without a trace, but this is a face off between good and evil, so we must be United as God's people.

Don't be fooled by the enemy, know who your real family is, believe it or not the enemy uses family sometimes to hurt you and friends, don't spend your life caught illusions know your heart and the people who have been there and supported you

I'm not a King but get me in the ring and find that i have wings and I'm on top of all these things bring the money and your A game but I'll spit on your fame it's a shame your values mean nothing just selfish transitions , take it from me the man who never thinks good is good enough constantly thinking he should be better , regrets go way beyond these big hitters I'm not a quiter just a man with no need to be bitter, you play hard but never on a free course just on a fake scheme might seem mean but I go ahead and keep the haters back before I haft to deal with there crap! So remember I'm me and got plany watching my back .

These days it's okay to be fake I guess it's because the world has made to many mistakes but for heavens sake where is the break , catch most people sitting Down by the lake praying for strength except the are drawing blanks , devils using those fully loaded tanks this a battle field no not the game the real people who lay down there lives the don't have fame just pureless strength and no room for shame, Jesus did the same, the world sees only the war our flesh sees so the get side swiped by the enemy's , both wars mean so much, but often we forget to shift our spiritual clutch, we can win the fight here, but in the end we lose if we fail to choose redemption from the Devils temptation

This life consist with way to many terms , that's why I say it in a way you can learn straight up omoG see without him using me you would not decode the words layed before thee , originals-men-of-God, cleaned and redeemed set for a purpose that's beyond a dream, don't get it wrong we are all a team equal and equip for battle to settle this stake between good and evil so put together the Father's people and we can all meet at the steeple and overcome this outraged of the enemy's lies and save those people who have been lost

My cross is blood red but my King he ain't dead, he saved me from my death bed brought me up from the debt my ransoms payed my sin has faded and the enemy has fled, by his ultimate sacrifice for me to be made his own.

So many signs yet so little time, no mistake cause I know it's not all mine, I can assure this promise Jesus got me all honest knocking on doors nobody cares what the fox says what about what God says, so many new things a year overwhelming stocking me up its shocking so if you hear me talking most likely because I've seen the light in me , I want you too be in it also so stick with me as I lay this line down.

Seeking for freedom first gotta have the man to lead Em , what about that safety you need somebody who is invincible so no fear can pass frame your mind for a dirty crime , hold up here is the punch line, without him Love Just comes and goes nothing even shows but if you hold him tight it's eternal 24/7 day and night so pick up that sight so you may see the true flight your ticket awaits you, no need for your cash flow God has it under control , forgot the last stuff you did Jesus already bled on that cross to keep you from that coffin forget Satan he was just mocking but now who is the dead man walking ? The next 3-6-5- days you will be amazed when the streets flock singing his praise The king of all these days .

Night !

I'm on the clock Jesus is my walk, you can hear it in the way I talk I collect his words straight from stalk, keep the glock my weapons eternal it's power is without ends changing people before the last moment begins.

Sin I got it to, so don't think it's only you this new year adds a fresh start no more flesh hearts, just pure and loving parts, God is my bedding he keeps me comforted in the time of treading, my minds like a bunk bed the bottom half is humanity and my upper is the Lord and all his mercy sorry not if the next 365 days I seems like I am spamming verses cause when he speaks I'll lay in down in less then a week I'm at my peek ready to save and seek.

Devil fill free to attack me just wasting time in the truth you are lacking, you had me backing up and now your shutting up, because Jesus picked me up.

My writing is clear the way I move around this keyboard is pure , set up for a battle destined to win, I got the treasure so let's begin, The grace from his holy place has brought me from hiding to a opportunity that had been placed so now I consider myself back in the race to free this place.

Just that's it so sick of it, the devil and his pick makes this world die quick it's okay as long as it clicks wicked times ticking it's self inflicting, the light is flickering if this is a joke I don't see anybody laughing sin is like a tick but we never take it off cause we are to busy mocking, doing way to much talking never walking forward always backward throwing away people like there jackets , treating girls like there plastic , and seeing them only for pleasure never a treasure, but it's all ok right ? It's not ok to push love and the truth but it's ok to go to the lowest , if people could see there destroying souls, no game it's plane and simple.

The world is falling I'll be dam, if I don't worry about the effect, cause I'm tired of this life and the way it reflects, the wonder why this life is so messed up its because it's all infected filled with fake desires , honesty, love, compassion, understanding, it's all being thrown away, what people don't see is there is so much hypocrisy but honestly look and you will see we are all guilty of the same thing we take a Tull on the world , the way we react, the way we handle, the way we say, the way we help, life is so much more then getting what you want , there's people in need and who will fail to succeed if you don't try to believe.

That's why I say the only way is God the one and only , no jokes ....
He keeps.

Trust
Love
Honesty
Truth
Strength
Help
Passion
Safety
It goes on and on.

I plan to be like the men in the Bible days, I ain't gonna be going soft and not gonna worry about that this might do this or this might be this, we need more of the men in the Bible today, warrior's not afraid to stand and not scared to give a helping hand, that know the time is short, and truth lives in them, the word is there life, God is there everything.

Some people think that the accept Jesus and life is flowers and giggles lol, but lets go into this, believing and Faith are 2 separate things, believing in God is to accept his existence! Faith is to keep him in your heart and trust him through the trials and to remain his child even if things go down hill, people accept the Lord and as soon as the hit a bump the leave him because it's hard , but get this, if you take a a random person and throw them on a battle field with no training there not gonna last long, or if you take a random person and make them a cop the are not gonna know the laws the need to complete the job,

Same with what God has for you if he threw you in the middle of the world but you had not learned anything you'd be useless , and if he gives you everything you need and want then you'd learn nothing and have nothing to bless people with , so next time you think it's simple it's not and accepting Jesup is not a get out of hell card or a ticket to perfect life, but it is a huge step from life without him and. And can change you and make you a more happy person and a better life style if you allow it to.

He can bless you and he Will but if you run out on him just cause life gets hard then you will miss out , he has big plans for you, don't give up on him, because the enemy filled your head with lies and false hood, things happen in life and taken it out on him does not effect that it happens .