People say change or you'll always be the same.. demons I know them all by name, I can't tell you the amount of shame I hold myself to blame, I don't expect this world to forgive and forget or to accept the fact we are all the same. 

But God helps me through, I know even you have the days you wake up and just feel like your part of the world's problem but look next to you we all play a part and serve a purpose, I'm forgivin are you?

The worst thing in life is being or feeling a lone , keep your friends close, it's good to have time in your week to spend time with them and have fun cause you half to work and do other things all your life and remember you are only young for so long and only have so much time.

And that's what I'm learning my favorite time is spending it with my skyler and my buddy Andrew and ty . But when I'm away from them home and going to the gym by myself it's just not ideal point is have fun

Life's like water never still always choppy. Run into your dreams in the lobby , trying to figure out a hobby. but all this is such a twist let's get to the end of this i just wish there was more cause I need some assistance before I end up at a distance

Dawn of a new day , don't forget to pray, doing our best to go the right way but the enemy insist we stay, in everyway he trys to stray us away.

God has us today and tomorrow don't get confused with sorrow, no need to borrow love from above its free for those of the Fathe

Hold on a little longer, don't stop just a little further, hold on your almost there, don't give in to these life affairs but look to the lighted stairs and know it's only a moment away.

Don't fall away

One thing people, when you get older you come to a point we're you don't want anybody to predict or decide what you believe and what you want, my thoughts on this is don't let you lo faith belief because your family says so, or because it fits everybody else , but do it because that's what you want and you know deep inside it's what you long for, even people that are not believers can feel conviction everybody does.

Hear about God from others, but take a chance to find him on your own

Don't make not sinning your top priority, make God your top priority then you can be free !

Imagine the disicples in the Bible the we're filthy but the spoke the word of God , because the Put God first the we're made new !! That's just awesome to me !

Look it's clear it's not my image you should fear believe me my intentions are great, I am gonna bust out this gate and for all those of you who think I'm fake, wait, let me ask you what is your fate ? Cause let me get this straight you take me to your prime and expect me to copy every line but refuse to even take the time to step inside mine? How about we meet in the middle, no more fiddling, the only thing that is belittling is the fact you can't act to the matter of the fact we are both human and we are equally matched.

Take the money take the fame it all stays the same, let me see you spend it in the grave, while I spend my time to seek and to save and making the moments with the people i love last cause even when I die those feelings won't pass

this interaction between heaven and hell it is our distraction look at the way we are acting, impacted love we lack that, succeed we already know that, stop i heard that, miss use the truth give me a minute ill show the proof because the hatred is through the roof, what will we do when all we have is me and you? we will half to become a crew, so get use to the fact, we are all in this act so lets play our role and plan our attack

What if I am not the man I use to be ? What if I've grown weary, and my strength has faded, what if I am finding myself lost with the others, how did this happen were did I go sometime a long the way I lost myself .

what do i feel? how do i deal with emotions that are set to kill. from the beggining it was all for a thrill now i am finding out that it is a big deal,
i feel so out of hand how do i put together my pieces, feel like a lable soon the are gonna ask what brand, got 100 fans but only 2% is legit,
figure sometimes maybe i should quit i mean who wants to hear me complain wine and moan, about this life we already know, its not like i am the only
one who is alive look inside me ive already died, only thing i am terrified of is living, can't even focus on sinning cause i am to busy measuring my
winnings.

time is lie why watch the clock or listen to it tick ? what is the point so lost in it we forget that the moment is now,
its like somehow we have ended our life around a frame and a second cause we are to busy trying to live for the future

Attention let me lay this sentence. 
I be asking my repentance, God is our distance for our final destination sure we stumble we fall don't you all know that's how it is played, this life isn't a video game, but once you devote it to the King things can change and you will never be the same, see us struggling how we better off then any other? just seems like we are under cover, trying to hide from the fact that we all half to die, but truth is we can all unite in the sky it's not a lie.

How does it make sense it ain't suppose to make sense, can I ask you a question, each day you walk outside does it make sense ? When your following your mind trying to figure how to get in line, this world is a mystery dated back since the beginning of history, so if you don't get it don't even try we as humans have a limit we ain't suppose to understand the whole picture, truth is we need to look further and realize we ain't the only one God and his son are real and the can make sense to everything you feel

Life is a escalader, always looking for a elevator, to many numbers only one is right, what floor can you open the door? seems like when you finally get the right floor the power shuts off now what do you do when it's just you caught in a dark spot you're vision faded, selience closes in you feel like you are losing you're voice try to call out but it's nothing but white noise, who is listening what are you missing.

Somebody up there is watching you and the can help you but you must be willing to call on em not only when you need em he will set you to you're freedom, and all the others that are lost he can teach you how to lead em

The say stop but I'm to young to quit, anyways why stop when you are on top? 
My mind is solid, my heart is like a rock don't worry I am not all talk I had to learn to walk just like all the ones who mock, don't you know we all start as cattle and as we mature we split out from our flock.

Why even begin when it don't matter this world don't let you win ? But i would rather die trying to get out my feelings, even if you could careless call this my death wish just want to express what's on the inside because everyone has already seen what is on the outside and now you know I have nothing to hide

Technology it's beyond you and me. Imagine electricity the complicity, surely it had to be molded from great hands, that is the truth I'll stand on. 

This world has so much to offer and so many miracles and it's beautiful, the say the need proof of God but the proof is everywhere you go ! Look in the mirror you're a miracle ! And everything around you perfectly made

Mountain blast covered in ash, these memories are suppose to last , what happen to the time we had ? Now that you have past it seems so fast, yesterday we had a blast now I am sitting here waiting for the day we can meet again at last, hopefully I don't crash cause this all seems like whip lash

i get it my unclean thoughts it comes to a point when it needs to stop, but take a minute go beyond that view of me and take second to look inside me, a heart of pure love a passion from the King above ! 

i am not asking for the world just looking for my girl, i am done fooling around its time i get my voice around.
i don't need money, i don't want the best rated honey, just somebody who can make everyday sunny, and who loves to be funny and even more importantly takes God seriously, who will love our kids and me willingly , who will die before we split apart and sever our hearts, this will be were true love starts, i give you me and you give me you and we can remain true the way the world should be use to, and i know i have not found you yet but you are on my heart and i love you from start to finish, my most happy days will be the ones that end with you

The say I'm calm and I'm always ready, a pillar when it all gets heavy nice and sturdy keep me steady it's time to get ready is in need of hope and no I'm not talking about the Pope, I'm speaking of the one you already know the king above who died all in the name of love

problem with this world is everybody lives like the know everything when the no nothing at all, the say God does not make sense but as soon as the are about the die the kick and moan and try to connect with God.

i don't know if you notice people but without God this life is 100% meaningless pointless, stupid, garbage, the most pathetic thing to happen if we just die and its over and if we just came from nothing if that was true i would rather have never been born

Out here those noises the world and it's choices, my heart in a coffin those who have left once to often. Summer comes but it's only bright on the outside and cold and dark on the inside my soul is like a ice ring come and skate with me at least there will be sights to see its a good thing insanity doesn't effect me because I am to busy neglecting the fact that this life has been inflicting me and effecting those next to me, sadly this all seems so crazy wish I could just gaze the center of this place find the middle between love and humanity and hate and profanity or neutral of the enemy and what is good to me maybe you can't find the balance of me but someday it will set it's course for my full capacity and I will end this catastrophe

Elliott Robert m