Saturday, July 19, 2014

Good morning, it is no more hello just a goodbye and lay low, today I might put on my halo, is there a difference of what you do know and should know. Happy, looking out my bedroom window the sun glows, some days I wonder which way to go but then I see a rainbow, even if I was caught in the snow I'd see beauty something you probably already know, point is their is more to life then pain, and so much more to gain then sit and die away in a puddle of shame backed by everything staying the Same.
Step up to the plate, fear is far to late, I'm climbing up my rates, picking up these broken plates I can see there is a lot at stake so why pretend to be fake, shaken yes breath taken from this world and what it has been making but someone has caught my eye and he is the one and only ruler in the sky
I'm happy today, tomorrow is a different day, some see depression as a weakness maybe even a sickness but honestly it's a gift I'm learning so in the future I can go were no one else can and us things only God can ignite, I'm not always right, isn't it better I'm public, or is best I'm enclosed and hidden so I can be withered into my doom, it's true it's far to often and I'm working on it, just remember I'm me and that's exactly who I'm gonna be

Monday, July 7, 2014

The 4th should have been in the paper, best day since never, just good times and made up lines, one of those you wish would last forever, I'll remember this till the day I'm gone and missed .
Watching royal pains, and the diagnosis for the patients, that the said was highly contagious and potentially dangerous, and it was whooping cough. Can damage lunge .

I'm all sitting here like , I had that for like 100 days or more and it's true my lungs have never been the same since then
People can tell you what you need to do and how to do it, but it's up to you, to go through with it, the way I see it, people there are things I enjoy in this life and if I half to be judge for it, I will confess before the Father, but if you spend your life trying to do everything right then you are gonna end up lost , alone , and far from sanity and humanity , and that people is when we remember we aren't perfect so today, I say I'm glad I make mistakes sometimes cause it was never God's intention for us to never make a mistake