Some people think that the accept Jesus and life is flowers and giggles lol, but lets go into this, believing and Faith are 2 separate things, believing in God is to accept his existence! Faith is to keep him in your heart and trust him through the trials and to remain his child even if things go down hill, people accept the Lord and as soon as the hit a bump the leave him because it's hard , but get this, if you take a a random person and throw them on a battle field with no training there not gonna last long, or if you take a random person and make them a cop the are not gonna know the laws the need to complete the job,

Same with what God has for you if he threw you in the middle of the world but you had not learned anything you'd be useless , and if he gives you everything you need and want then you'd learn nothing and have nothing to bless people with , so next time you think it's simple it's not and accepting Jesup is not a get out of hell card or a ticket to perfect life, but it is a huge step from life without him and. And can change you and make you a more happy person and a better life style if you allow it to.

He can bless you and he Will but if you run out on him just cause life gets hard then you will miss out , he has big plans for you, don't give up on him, because the enemy filled your head with lies and false hood, things happen in life and taken it out on him does not effect that it happens .