People sometimes we feel like we been fighting a battle for years weather it's last or depression. But truth is everyday is a new day the past is not to be counted, not even 1 second ago for the past is the past and the present is now, when God forgives you its gone when your repent your slate is clean. The enemy likes to say we'll look you been lusting or being depressed for 2 years! People when Satan comes at you with that tell him no for that is lie for my sins of my past are no longer a part of me, for I have a repented and God has heard me.

Don't let the enemy rob your life and God's plan because your shame guilt and pain comes down on you for therefore there is now no condemnation for those who live in christe Jesus. The enemy likes to make you believe your on a leash but really you've been free all this time now go with a desire to be free don't worry about the future and if you stumble God has already seen it, it does make it right but we are not to punish ourself for God died so we may live