Just because I believe does it mean I can't have hard times and I can't experience life, I feel like these rules and standards will be the death of me, I mean seriously so much bottled up inside. somedays as I lay in bed I get a headache from what goes on in my head. Who we to say what's right and wrong, all I want is to be me, and if I mess up then I'll awnsere in the end. I am giving it all I got and that's all I have to give. If life had a figure I'd love to fight it cause it's just to much especially for the goo hearted