I am funny in this way, scold me and beat me won't mean much . Touch my family friends , or hit a child or a women . I will do whatever it takes to make sure you learn what you have coming , no rules , if takes something brutal or fatal that's something I am willing to accept. I don't respect , people who abuse women or children and yes I will give me life for a stranger if it means doing the right thing! And know once you are my friend you are family so know I got your back

I'm done with it take it out the door. Seriously you treat me in a way that is out of reality. So let me give you some clarity before this situation gets handled brutily. I feel like your eyes travel through me, I'm here but you are nowhere near. Just want you to know I'm no joke and someday I am gonna hand it to you note for note

step back relax , it will not end like that . there is much more to picture then just the  simple facts

You drink that's fine, you smoke you're choice, you sleep with you're loved one even know it's before mirage doesn't effect me simply I don't judge and I don't expect to be judge by others when I see people do these things I don't even see it cause I don't go there cause I love people and I see beyond there mistakes, but there is one law I will always honor and I will pass judgment through the word of God and that is to love and respect anyone and everyone and to do your best to treat and honor all God's people, you lust big deal who doesn't we are human beings sure we shouldn't abuse lust, or abuse alcohol or abuse anything, but most importantly don't abuse God's children for the have every right to this world as you do.

Muslims , jews, atheist, short, small, challenged, crippled, old, young , black, white, Mexican, British, if there is one thing my mother showed me was to love and honor everyone as Jesus did, some people say I let people walk on me and throw me around, but I don't see it that way I see it as going beyond my flesh and taking hold of the greatest commandment to every bit written love thy neighbor as thy self, Jesus died not for me but for us we are family and all deserve a chance to see eternity

My account is unfiltered , I say what I say. I am not worried about offense or whatever. It's my account my life. I feel like at the hospital that some people that deserved to be in the room at the end got left out... Also people I am me, and to be honest I am way different then any of my family , I have different views and different plans. Eventually I want to break off do my own thing be my own person and not half to worrie about what some people will say. I have and will do things you don't agree on but that is me, I am tired of being fake I am gonna be real. And if I must be judged last time I checked God has the book and power , so I'll take his judgement and accept , outside that I don't give the smallest amount about it

My minds in check. Just trying to keep everything into a way it may connect. Sometimes it seems like my voice can't relay, what I want to say living it everyday. I wonder if there's a way to enjoying this life that is out on display

late nights time depleted. this whole thing from the get go had already been defeated . if this all could go away i could feel relieved but then what would i have achieved ? i try to escape these fights and words that are  exchanged every night . it is becoming normal to me is that ok? what happens when your enemy becomes your friend ? how do you defend what you are so out to destroy. these moments these people this experience, a love hate relationship , it is almost as if you found peace it feels like something is so wrong because it can't be that easy. this confused mind state from everything you have learn to this dare of pressure and chaos finally leads to ask yourself , is it you ? is it them ? and if not either then who ? possibly a man named lucifer. the struggle is real hell is just as real as heaven