saw you gazing the star's so i thought you might like to visit mars since our relationship goes bad faster then a ship in hyper speed, but when we landed the sand storm was off the chart kinda like our hearts, spent the day it was like a nightmare but it was worth the stay as long as you are there anyway, we took a walk found some aliens Extraterrestrial being's, weird part was the new our feelings connected in away that can't be displayed doing my best to keep our love from fading these creature make us look degrading but the showed us a whole new meaning , but this entire time we been led astray because these monsters are our demons and we let them take us a way.

i fell off the planet i couldn't find gravity but i manged to land it, woke up on a beach got a bucket heck lets sand it, the water climbing high up i damned it, see this fantasy i planned it, it is fantastic, ocean filled with debris lucky me, i had to swim in it, got tired so i got out of it ended up on a island of make believe so i drew a nice picture of who i would like to be and ended up sailing back out into the see, a lonely man sadly but i found out after this i was still me, so i gave up searching for a false reality and accepted the fact, i am 

it is complicated relationship have faded, someday's i feel obligated or maybe it is that i have been jaded, try to get myself concentrated, maybe it would if life didn't get me irritated.

i swear say what i say but each and everyday, i feel less of me and more of confusion this world has covered my eyes is this a illusion i swear i am committing treason and the question is for what reason you know ill be back next season cause i am out in the cold and it is freezing , enough with the future blessings enough of the teasing i am here for something more then the daily pleasing.

this interaction between heaven and hell it is our distraction look at the way we are acting, impacted love we lack that, succeed we already know that, stop i heard that, miss use the truth give me a minute ill show the proof because the hatred is through the roof, what will we do when all we have is me and you? we will half to become a crew, so get use to the fact, we are all in this act so lets play our role and plan our attack

Losing somebody ? What Is it ? How is it ? 

Is it different for single people then for combined people? 

Most think losing somebody is just the part when you lose them, but it changes especially when you don't have a family and you are still on you're own, it changes you're life completely, a transition a roller coaster of emotions, if I had to put it in words it is the root of all pain it is the source, it's like a 2 edged sword into you're stomach or a hook being torn out a black hole inside of you.

As comforting as simply saying you'll see them soon again, it doesn't exactly cover up the fact that you want them back, to some it happened and it's time to move on but for others it dug deeper and will take longer to heal

One of the hardest moments of losing a person is seeing the hurt and struggle of this around you that are experiencing as great of pain or greater this leaving enough weight as in its own

my version of my immortal.

i am so tired of being here, overwhelmed by my fear's, why did you half to leave? i wish that you would have stayed, cause you're passing still haunts me and i can leave it a lone.

these wounds do the heal? this pain is far too real, there is only so much that time can erase.

when i felt no worth you'd remind me, when i felt a lone you'd hold onto to me, you held me up through all of my days, and now you are gone but you have all of me .

you use to bring me joy and life now i am bound by being left behind, i see you're face all of the time, you're voice if i could just hear i have lost the sanity in me

these wounds do the heal? this pain is far too real, there is only so much that time can erase.

i have told myself that you are gone, and though the love you have for me is here, i feel alone all alone

my version of say something.

say something God i am giving up on you, ill be the one listening, anywhere i would of followed you, say something God i am giving up on you.

and i am feeling so lost
it's all in my head
i thought i had it all

say something God i am giving up on you, i am sorry that i didn't speak to you,anywhere i would of followed you,say something God i am giving up on you

and i will swallow my pride
you are the on that i need
and i am calling on you


say something God i am giving up on you, i am sorry that i didn't speak to you,anywhere i would of followed you,say something God i am giving up on you

say something God i am giving up on you.