eminem Let's pretend, Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen
Let's pretend, things would've been no different
Pretend he procrastinated had no motivation
Pretend he just made excuses that was so paper thin
They could blow away with the wind
Marshall you never going to make it
Makes no sense to play the game there ain't no way that'll you win
Pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends.

me
let's pretend, mickey never became a christian, let's pretend i never repented for all of my sin, life would be so different, pretend i just gave up and threw my beliefs and the blew away with the wind, pretend my vision was so dark i never even begin.

pretend i was not awkward and was social as a kid and i had a idea of what it was like to fit in, let us pretend i stopped taking everybody's crap and became my own person, stop allowing people to step on me and look down upon my progress, let us pretend i forgot about all the people who shot me down and still do, the ones i have seen. church use to be called safety now most are just a fake industry, pretend you see it from my view i don't lie to myself to make things better.

i guess i did't get that, i never stopped and i hope the world didn't miss that, i put my energy into holding onto the wish that never came but that is okay because his love is always the same, i know at the dark times and moments it feels a little down and these words feel like a infection spreading around, i just gotta say i never stop trying and if no one sees... well that would be okay with me, cause i can see the goodness and strength in me and so can he. God gave me a vision maybe one day ill be a preacher beyond the worlds decision or a singer tour the world and everyday will be my mission. wherever will work for me as long as it is a distant from my original life