My vision hasn't been clear lately , Father it seems like I'm a bomb and everybody should evacuate safely. You know my heart deeply and sometimes I feel like my spirit is asleep I find myself weak wondering how Do get back up on my feet, when you're right next to me .

I don't deserve the blessings this is just me and to the world I'm done confessing it's between me and you, you're love is what I should be resting on, I'm so not selfish but in everyway I am exactly that .Give me love and hope and I promise I'll use that to glorify you till the day you come back