I/my family sat in the hospital while my mom had a tumor removed, i and my family lost our home and everything pretty much, me and my family lost my mom and my grandpa, me and my family went through struggles and hurt and this is just some of the highlights, I also went through back and leg surgery. Alcoholism, addiction, hatred toward myself and others, suicidal thoughts, I believed life was nothing and never would be, I thought God abandoned me.
But in truth I abandoned hi...m.

If you would have told me that me a snaughty little brat that got everything he wanted back in the day, spending fortunes on games and things to satisfy my urge to have more, would soon go to church camp and become a different man with a gentle heart and that I would go through all this suffering and wrong choices would end up today happy and being closer to God then ever before, I would have thought you we're a fool.
People please stop low balling Jesus and complaining life sucks because it doesn't get better, because God has left you there. God never left you it is you who turned from him, how do I know? Because I am and was that man/boy.
I got a news flash Jesus is real and he is good! And he is the way, stop spending your energy to run from him when all you gotta do is turn around and fall into his arms!!
I am gonna take everything the enemy told me I was and I am gonna watch the enemy shake and fall underneath my feet as a spread and confess the grave of God! He saved me and he can save you too!
Pastor bob told me I was gonna preach like a lion and help many young people and nothing is gonna keep me from that