I am sorry it was delt this way. Youngest one but sometimes feel evenly matched, age comes and goes. Perhaps I will relapse , my feelings are not acts. This ain't a battle you can see, its spiritual war I can feel. I am still standing not by choice but by life, God is carrying me on. What's wrong so many things are going on, though I feel lost I know I will find myself at the end layed back and relaxed. My belief is that even God has been unhappy before even he has been depressed .